LOVE

Thank you for loving me...
Thank you for always be there for me...
Thank you for being my brother/best friend/partner/love...
I love you

Happy turning 21

I thanked God for giving me a chance to live this life as a human with the people i love. I am not lucky, I am blessed :)

anti mainstream deh tahun ini. Biasanya ngerayain ulang tahun bareng keluarga, tapi tahun ini i just realized bahwa bukan hanya keluarga yang sayang sama nia, tapi i have more and i called them FRIENDS.
TERIMA KASIH

Love Is....

Love is when my smile looks beautiful
Whenever I remember his face

Love is when my eyes are amazing
Since he is the only one I see

Love is when I dream a fairy tale of us
Because I think about him every second I have

Love is when I am angry with him
And forgive him in the same time

Love is when bananas taste great
After he said so

Love is when I don't want to lock the door
As I believe in him with all my heart

Love is when I love him
Even if never never realizes it
And he loved you too!

De Buron

His Princess Love Letter

My Beautiful Girl,

I have given you the gift of eternal life, but My giving does not stop there. Inside of you is a supernatural surprise—a gift that is waiting to be unwrapped…by you. Yes, it’s there. It’s hidden behind dreams waiting to be pursued. Swallowed up by daily distractions and drowned by disappointment.

Let Me help you clear out the clutter and find your gift. You’ll find it in that place in life that brings you the greatest joy, that place where your soul longs to be, that work your hands love to do. But this gift that I’ve given to you is not just for you. I have blessed you to be a blessing to others. When you find your gift, I will take it and multiply it beyond what you could ever imagine. So ask Me, and I will help you open your gift so that you can give it away to the world—not to impress—but to bless.

Love,

Your King and the Giver of every good and perfect gift

“Each of you has been blessed with one of God’s many wonderful gifts to be used in the service of others. So use your gift well.”

~1 Peter 4:10~

When God says WAIT

I just read an article pas lagi browsing dan kayaknya pas banget buat saya...
And, here it is

When God says WAIT
Do you know what it means to wait upon the Lord?

Apparently the word “wait” here is not simply “just wait”. It means to hold on and to put all your hope in God alone. I once felt screwed up, and didn’t know what decision I had to make. And yet God said to me… Wait!

It could be so frustrating at times. You are dying to know the end result by a certain time, but you don’t have the remote control to preview the ending. You couldn’t just fast forward through the dull part of life. You still have to go through the waiting period.

Waiting is not easy. It gets too long and you might get so bored. To wait needs the other party to take an action. Your effort wouldn’t make a significant progress toward the results. It is like synchronizing my iPod to my iTunes. I have to sync my mind with God’s mind. My iPod shouldn’t play songs that I don’t have in my iTunes. Similarly, I shouldn’t play my own life scenario while God himself has written down my life scenario long before I was born.

“Wait on the Lord” simply means that I trust my God completely. When I think something is GOOD enough, God might not agree with me. He picks the BEST for me. When my clock ticks ON TIME, God says “I am rushing”. Interestingly, when He says WAIT, I will simply have to wait. I am not good enough to convince Him to change His mind nor to rush Him. God is sure His way is higher and His time is perfect.

After all God knows me inside out. The Scripture says that every moment of my life was laid out before a single day has passed. One day when I reach my destination, I will look back and testify how God has fulfilled my heart desires.

To wrap up, I am not saying all of these from a mere optimistic point of view. I am more than being optimistic. I am claiming God’s promises in my life.

When God says WAIT, I will wait patiently,
When I have to WAIT, I will do it joyfully.

My Beloved

Waktu saya lagi cari-cari gambar inspirasi buat ditaruh di post saya tadi malam, tiba-tiba saya mendapatkan satu gambar yang bertuliskan "Do real man after God's own heart still exists?" Dan kemudian saya jadi penasaran dan membuka blog dimana ada gambar itu. Then, didalam blog itu ada sebuah tulisan dalam bentuk surat. And this letter remind me, that a real man after God's own heart still exist and he wait patiently for his future wife. It's very beautiful and so meaningful for me. Please, take some time to read it ;)

My Beloved,
I want you to know that I'm waiting for you. I can't wait to meet you.
To see your eyes, to see your smile and to know about your life.
Wherever you are right now, whatever you're doing, I'm praying for you.
The thought of you excites me.
I can't wait to serve and pursue Christ along side with you.
I can't wait to hold your hands and just pray with you.
I promise you will always play my guitar and I will sing you songs.
What's even better, I can't wait to worship along side with you with your voices.
I can't wait to love you, adore you, cherish you and take care of you.
I'm excited to know everything about you. Everything that makes YOU.
Every single detail that makes you perfect for me.
I know I will appreciate those thing because it's you.
I want to know what makes you happy, what makes you sad.
What makes your day. Your favorite food, drink, music, movie.
Anything, and everything about you.
So I can serve you, love you and take care of you the best way I can.
I can't wait to touch your face when you laugh, cry, make jokes, being silly.
I can't wait to pray, fast, drink coffee, eat carelessly, watch movie, sleep in till we are both late for work, cooking together, make you breakfast in bed, drive our first car, live our first home, raise our own family, seeking God together as a family.
I can't wait to experience trials and suffering with you, grow close together with God.
I can't wait to hold you close to me at night. Till we fall asleep.
I can't wait to give you my ALL, everything of me to you.
I can't wait to lay myself down for you, just as Christ laid down His life for me.
I long and desire for you my beloved.
I can't wait to meet you and spend the rest of my earthly days with you.
I can't wait to love you.
I can't wait to show you this letter in the future when we finally meet.
But for now, I want you to know
I'm patiently waiting for you...

-Mark Muldez-
Taken from here.

Wasn't that so inspiring? That's definitely that I want my Prince to be like ;)

Let us all pray for our future husbands to grow in their walk with the Lord, and to help them to have hearts after God's own heart.

Carilah pasangan hidup yang hatinya benar-benar melekat pada TUHAN. A man after His own heart. Kalau hatinya melekat sama Tuhan, dia PASTI tahu apa peran dan tanggung jawabnya sebagai seorang suami (which is sebagai kepala keluarga dan pemimpin) dan PASTI akan semaksimal mungkin menjalankan peran itu, meski mungkin aslinya dia, kepribadiannya, atau karakternya, nggak begitu. - Stephanie Zen

Best Quotes of Antologi Rasa

Methinks I could write a volume to you; but all the language on earth would fail in saying how much and with what disinterested passion I am ever yours. - Richard Steele (1707)

 The more you make me suffer, the more I find I love you. - Harris

When you love, there's neither the 'you' nor the 'me'. In that state there's only flame without smoke. - Jiddu Krishnamurti

What sucks about being human is you have to explain your life choices to everyone.

If you make a girl laugh, she likes you. But, if you make her cry, she loves you.

You do not write a novel for praise or thinking of your audience. You write for yourself; you work out between you and your pen the things that intrigue you. - Bret Easton Ellis

BIG LIE!

Behind every sweet smile, there's a bitter sadness that no one can ever see :')

Sunshine Becomes You

Never seek to tell thy love

Love that never told can be;

For the gentle wind doth move

Silently, invisibly...

I told my love, i told my love.

I told her all my heart;

Trembling, cold, in ghastly fears

Ah! She did depart!

Soon as she was gone from me,

A traveler came by,

Silently, invisibly

He took her with a sigh

(Love's Secret - William Blake)

Kadang-kadang kupikir dia menyukaiku. Kau tahu, ada saatnya ketika dia menatapku, tersenyum padaku, atau ketika dia berbicara kepadaku, kupikir dia menyukaiku. Tapi kemudian aku sadar bahwa dia juga menatap, tersenyum, dan berbicara kepada orang lain seperti itu - Ray Hirano

Satu-satunya penyesalanku dalam hidup adalah aku tidak bisa bersamamu sekarang dan mengatakan semua ini secara langsung kepadamu. Tapi tolong, percayalah padaku ketika kukatakan bahwa aku selalu ingin berada di dekatmu. Dan percayalah padaku ketika kukatakan bahwa aku juga mencintaimu - Mia Clark

"Walaupun tidak ada hal lain didunia ini yang bisa kau percayai, percayalah bahwa aku mencintaimu. Sepenuh hatiku..."

Daddy.... I miss you!

Malam ini tiba-tiba ingat daddy.... Hey dad, it's been a long time since you're gone :')
I know, now you're in Heaven with our almighty God, the King of kings. but, i don't know how to control this feeling.. I miss you very very much, daddy.. You're the best man that i've ever know. So proud to have you as my daddy :')

My "GALAU" Song

RASCAL FLATTS LYRICS

"Easy"

(duet with Natasha Bedingfield)

We broke up

yeah, it's tough

most guys would've been crushed

Wastin' their time

Wonderin' where they went wrong

No way, not me

Hey, I'm doing just fine

I'm not afraid of movin' on

It's easy going out on a Friday night

Easy every time I see her out

I can smile, live it up

The way a single guy does

But what she, what she don't know

Is how hard it is to make it look so

Easy

[Natasha Bedingfield]

The truth is

That I miss lyin' in those arms of his

But I don't ever let it show

I laugh and I act like

I'm having the time of my life

as far as he knows

It's easy goin' out on a Friday night

Easy, everytime I see him out

I can smile, live it up

The way a single girl does

But, what he, what he don't know

is how hard it is to make it look so

Easy

Oh, it's easy

Oh, it's easy goin' out on a Friday night

Oh, it's easy every time I see him out

I can smile, live it up

Forget about the way it was

But what she

Oh, what he don't know

What she don't know

Is how hard it is to make it look so

Easy

Look so easy

for someone, who will never be mine :')