BIG LIE!

Behind every sweet smile, there's a bitter sadness that no one can ever see :')

Forever Connected

Every moment we spent together

Has touched our lives, our souls forever

The things that we shared and learned

Is permanent growth that we've earned

The person that I have grown into today

Didn't get there by chance, no way

I am who I am partly because of you

And you ARE you because of me, too

The changes I see

and what I've learned about me

are a response to how we affected our lives

and what we discover in each others eyes.

It's uncertain if we have to part or one day live together

Either way, we have touched our lives forever!

No matter what the future will show

No matter what we are told.

We are connected on such a deep levels

That no one can remove that, not even the devil.

Our feelings might be different a year from now

But you are part of me forever somehow.

A part of me will always be you

And a part of you will always be me.

No matter what happens, that much is certain

Our souls are one until life closes the curtain.

I will love you forever

For worse or for better

You are tattooed in my heart

And nothing can tear our souls apart.

I will never forget you

For my love is honest and true.

Portrait of A Friend

I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears.
But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers.

I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain, nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.

I can't keep your feet from stumbling.

I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.

Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine;

Yet I can share in your laughter.

Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;

I can only support you, encourage you, and help you when you ask.

I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me.

I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you.

I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you,

But I can give you the room to change, room to grow, room to be yourself.

I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,

But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces

and put them back in place.

I can't tell you who you are.

I can only love you and be your friend.

FABULOUS

On being FABULOUS...

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate

Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure

It's our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us,

We ask ourselves,

"Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?"

Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God

Your playing small doesn't serve the world

There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that

other people won't feel insecure around you

We are all meant to shine, as children do

We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us

It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone

And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give

other people permission to do the same

As we're liberated from our own fear,

our presence automatically liberates others.

-Marianne Williamson-

My Medical Besties ♥

Irmi Lumempow a.k.a Mimi

Natasha Eunike Glory Pongoh a.k.a Tasya

Mimi

Qt kenal mimi so cukup lamaa memang hehe, tapi kalo dekat kayaknya baru mulai pas kuliah di Faked Unsrat. Setelah dipikir-pikir, kalo bukan karna kuliah sama-sama mungkin nda mo dekat kayak skarang :D

Tasya

Baru kenal pas sama-sama satu ruangan di blok IV di ruang 18. Sebenarnya, qt dgn tasya punya satu hobby yg sama dan karna hal itulah sampe qt dgn tasya jauh lebih dekat dibanding qt dgn teman-teman ruang 18 lain. Hobby itu "jalan-jalan" XDD

Tasya - Mimi. Mimi - Tasya

Sebenarnya mimi sama tasya so saling kenal sebelum tasya kenal qt. Itu karna sebelum satu ruangan dgn qt, mimi dgn tasya itu satu ruangan hahaha. Lucu juga kalo dipikir-pikir. Seperti sdh dipersiapkan oleh Yang Maha Kuasa ;)

Thank God for them!
I love them both like i love my sisters, cousins and like i love myself.
God bless our friendship ♥

Sunshine Becomes You

Never seek to tell thy love

Love that never told can be;

For the gentle wind doth move

Silently, invisibly...

I told my love, i told my love.

I told her all my heart;

Trembling, cold, in ghastly fears

Ah! She did depart!

Soon as she was gone from me,

A traveler came by,

Silently, invisibly

He took her with a sigh

(Love's Secret - William Blake)

Kadang-kadang kupikir dia menyukaiku. Kau tahu, ada saatnya ketika dia menatapku, tersenyum padaku, atau ketika dia berbicara kepadaku, kupikir dia menyukaiku. Tapi kemudian aku sadar bahwa dia juga menatap, tersenyum, dan berbicara kepada orang lain seperti itu - Ray Hirano

Satu-satunya penyesalanku dalam hidup adalah aku tidak bisa bersamamu sekarang dan mengatakan semua ini secara langsung kepadamu. Tapi tolong, percayalah padaku ketika kukatakan bahwa aku selalu ingin berada di dekatmu. Dan percayalah padaku ketika kukatakan bahwa aku juga mencintaimu - Mia Clark

"Walaupun tidak ada hal lain didunia ini yang bisa kau percayai, percayalah bahwa aku mencintaimu. Sepenuh hatiku..."

Totally love this song!

Mandy Moore - Only Hope

There's a song that's inside of my soul

It's the one that I've tried to write 

over and over again 

I'm awake and in the infinite cold

But You sing to me over and over and 

over again 

So I lay my head back down 

And I lift my hands 

And pray to be only Yours 

I pray to be only Yours 

I know now You're my only hope 

Sing to me of the song of the stars 

Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing 

and laughing again 

When it feels like my dreams are so far 

Sing to me of the plans that You have 

for me over again 

I give You my apathy 

I'm giving You all of me 

I want Your symphony 

Singing in all that I am 

At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back