Hanya Isyarat

Aku jatuh cinta pada seseorang yang hanya mampu aku gapai sebatas punggung saja.
Seseorang yang aku sanggup menikmati bayangannya dan tidak akan pernah bisa aku miliki,
seseorang yang hadir bagai bintang jatuh,
sekelebat kemudian menghilang,
sebelum tangan ini sanggup mengejar,
seseorang yang hanya bisa aku kirimi isyarat,
sehalus udara, langit awan atau hujan.
Rectoverso

His Princess Love Letter

My Beautiful Girl,

I have given you the gift of eternal life, but My giving does not stop there. Inside of you is a supernatural surprise—a gift that is waiting to be unwrapped…by you. Yes, it’s there. It’s hidden behind dreams waiting to be pursued. Swallowed up by daily distractions and drowned by disappointment.

Let Me help you clear out the clutter and find your gift. You’ll find it in that place in life that brings you the greatest joy, that place where your soul longs to be, that work your hands love to do. But this gift that I’ve given to you is not just for you. I have blessed you to be a blessing to others. When you find your gift, I will take it and multiply it beyond what you could ever imagine. So ask Me, and I will help you open your gift so that you can give it away to the world—not to impress—but to bless.

Love,

Your King and the Giver of every good and perfect gift

“Each of you has been blessed with one of God’s many wonderful gifts to be used in the service of others. So use your gift well.”

~1 Peter 4:10~

In Love with these song ♥

Beautiful Savior

Jesus, Beautiful Savior, 

God of all majesty, risen king.

Lamb of God, holy and righteous, 

Blessed redeemer, bright morning star.

All the heavens shout your praise, 

All creation bow to worship you

How wonderful, How beautiful, 

Name above every name, exalted high, 

How wonderful, How beautiful, 

Jesus your name, 

Name above every name, 

Jesus.

I will sing forever, 

Jesus I love you, 

Jesus I love you

Who Am I

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours

Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

Shepherd of My Soul

Shepherd of My Soul
I’ll  give You full control
Wherever You may lead I will follow
I have made a choice to listen for Your  voice
Wherever You may lead I will go
Be it in quite pasture or by a gentle stream
The shepherd of my soul  is by my side
Should  I  face a mighty mountain
Or a valley dark and deep
The shepherd  of  my soul will be my guide

Year END!

So teach us to number our days, that we may apply our hearts unto wisdom - Psalm 90:12

This is the last day on December and of course the last day in 2012. December is a really good time to evaluate what we have done during this past year - the past 366 days! Did our life and work reap eternal results? It is the time of year when we should assess the results of our work for the Lord and consider whether we have made the most of our time, talent, experience and treasure. Time to think through and make changes in our goals and plans for the upcoming year.

It is the also time we appraise our giving to the Lord. He has blessed us with time, experiences, resources, talents, spiritual gifts and network of people. Did we have an attitude of gratitude last year? Have we used our income to help to evangelize and disciple and feed people around the world?

How much time did I spend in the Word and in prayer? How many people did I pray for? How many people have I been instrumental in bringing from the Kingdom of darkness into the Kingdom of Light? How many people have been discipled through the ministry I'm involved with? How many people have been trained and challenged to go?

As I go through my papers and invoices carefully, I become keenly aware of how I have spent my time and money this past year. Then I take time to pray and plan for the coming year. How can I best use my God-given time, talent and treasure during the next 365 days?

Dear Lord, Help us to “carry-on” in this coming New Year. Help us to grasp the reins of hope. When we look at the reflections of our lives, helps us to see what awaits us in eternity, not what has passed. Thank you Lord for your strength and wisdom in all things! Amen.

Birthday Reflections

Praise the Lord!

Akhirnya datang juga hari kemarin, tanggal 29 Desember, tanggal dimana umur aku bertambah dan officially jadi 19 tahun!!! sembilan belas men, sembilan belasss.. Bentar lagi 20 hahaha.

Kemarin, sebenarnya aku berencana untuk bikin ibadah keluarga dirumah, tapi ga tau kenapa tiba-tiba mama berubah pikiran trus mama bilang ke aku buat undang teman-teman dekat aku, teman waktu SMA dulu juga teman kampus aku. Aku sih ikut aja, tapi ga terlalu berharap mereka bisa datang soalnya kan ini lagi libur jadi pastinya mereka punya rencana masing-masing apalagi aku bilangnya mendadak.

But, i'm totally surprised waktu melihat mereka datang :'D pake bawa kado segala o___o

blowing up the candles

the gifts from my dears :')

Be grateful!

A Birthday Reflections

Well,  I have definitely accomplished a lot this past year. I have met some fabulous people. I have done things that I’ve never tried before. I've learned so much in medical arena, because i'm a medical student. And most importantly, I remain open to the possibility of many new adventures in the coming year.

I know that I have no idea about what tomorrow may bring let alone where I will be and what I will be doing a year from now. I truly want to enjoy each day and do the best that I can with it. I want to learn more which will allow me to be more and enjoy more. I want to keep an open heart and give lots of love to everyone who comes my way. And I want to remain open to trying new things whenever the opportunities present themselves.

Yes, I have a wonderful life. I have had a remarkable year this past year and I know that the coming year will be just as fantastic as long as I allow for it to be so. I will celebrate what I have accomplished and look forward to all that is yet to be. This should be lots of fun.
Thank you, Lord Jesus :')

For me, it's not about a bunch of presents and having a special dinner. It is about spending the time with the person or people that I love and having lots of fun. I am so blessed because I'm able to do whatever I want everyday and share it with the greatest people around me.

Christmas Prayer

Heavenly Father, thank you for sending your Son to earth as a baby so many years ago. 

Thank you that He paid the punishment for my sins by dying on the cross. 

And thank you that He rose again to prove that death was truly defeated.

I place my trust in You to be my Savior.

Guide me through the dark times of my life and give me courage to live for You.  Amen