20th !

Birthday Reflection

Twenty. Yes, I do not even believe that I am not a teen anymore. A new age, new responsibilities. I know that I had done so many bad stuffs when I was a teen. I was not perfect, I am not perfect, and I will never be perfect.

On this new age, I would like to be a better person. To be a more humble person. To be an honest person. Learn to lose and let go. Put maximum efforts on everything I do. Always be blessing to everyone I meet. To be closer to God. And to always be happy and thankful no matter what is the circumstances. And above all, I pray for my parents to be healthy forever and my brother and sister to be successful.

There is nothing sure about the future, yet I am nervous and excited at the same time to walk a new path.

Strengthen me O Lord, to walk in trough this new age....

MONTASE

Aku berharap tak pernah bertemu denganmu. Supaya aku tak perlu menginginkanmu. Memikirkanmu dalam lamunku. Supaya aku tak mencarimu setiap kali aku rindu.

Supaya aku tak punya alasan untuk mencintaimu. Dan terpuruk ketika akhirnya kau meninggalkanku.

Tapi...,

kalau aku benar-benar tak pernah bertemu denganmu, mungkin aku tak akan pernah tahu seperti apa rasanya berdua saja denganmu. Menikmati waktu bergulir tanpa terasa. Aku juga tak mungkin bisa tahu seperti apa rasanya sungguh-sungguh mencintai... dan dicintai sosok seindah sakura seperti dirimu.

Montase...

Kau diantara seribu sakura

Hanya Isyarat

Aku jatuh cinta pada seseorang yang hanya mampu aku gapai sebatas punggung saja.
Seseorang yang aku sanggup menikmati bayangannya dan tidak akan pernah bisa aku miliki,
seseorang yang hadir bagai bintang jatuh,
sekelebat kemudian menghilang,
sebelum tangan ini sanggup mengejar,
seseorang yang hanya bisa aku kirimi isyarat,
sehalus udara, langit awan atau hujan.
Rectoverso

His Princess Love Letter

My Beautiful Girl,

I have given you the gift of eternal life, but My giving does not stop there. Inside of you is a supernatural surprise—a gift that is waiting to be unwrapped…by you. Yes, it’s there. It’s hidden behind dreams waiting to be pursued. Swallowed up by daily distractions and drowned by disappointment.

Let Me help you clear out the clutter and find your gift. You’ll find it in that place in life that brings you the greatest joy, that place where your soul longs to be, that work your hands love to do. But this gift that I’ve given to you is not just for you. I have blessed you to be a blessing to others. When you find your gift, I will take it and multiply it beyond what you could ever imagine. So ask Me, and I will help you open your gift so that you can give it away to the world—not to impress—but to bless.

Love,

Your King and the Giver of every good and perfect gift

“Each of you has been blessed with one of God’s many wonderful gifts to be used in the service of others. So use your gift well.”

~1 Peter 4:10~

In Love with these song ♥

Beautiful Savior

Jesus, Beautiful Savior, 

God of all majesty, risen king.

Lamb of God, holy and righteous, 

Blessed redeemer, bright morning star.

All the heavens shout your praise, 

All creation bow to worship you

How wonderful, How beautiful, 

Name above every name, exalted high, 

How wonderful, How beautiful, 

Jesus your name, 

Name above every name, 

Jesus.

I will sing forever, 

Jesus I love you, 

Jesus I love you

Who Am I

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours

Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

Shepherd of My Soul

Shepherd of My Soul
I’ll  give You full control
Wherever You may lead I will follow
I have made a choice to listen for Your  voice
Wherever You may lead I will go
Be it in quite pasture or by a gentle stream
The shepherd of my soul  is by my side
Should  I  face a mighty mountain
Or a valley dark and deep
The shepherd  of  my soul will be my guide